Twice Bitten

My Book, Twice Bitten, is about psychopathic seduction, psychopathic trauma, manipulation, lying, and triangulation. All behaviors of a psychopath toward his woman in a relationship. Its my personal story. My story of the romance, the seduction, the pain, the addiction, the triumph, and the emotional and spiritual search for joy in its aftermath . It's the story of my life's enmeshment in psychopathy and how I used the experience of healing the loss of Harry as a springboard to recovery as well as spiritual growth. I feel that I have a story to tell and want to reach out to others who are suffering from Narcissistic/Psychopathic Abuse to let them know there is light and life at the end of the tunnel.

My relationship with this man began 18 years ago. We were living together back then for four years. Due to Harry's increasingly crazy making behaviors and mistreatment of my son, Ben, then 10 years old, I left him. Harry and I frequented a psychologist for over a year back then. Harry was diagnosed as having a Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Due to what I now know to be an addictive bond, I had a tremendous problem staying unattached to him. I finally did leave him, however, by actually moving across the country to start over. But I never quite got over him.

Jump ahead 18 years. I'm living in Colorado with my adopted 10 year old daughter, Lilly . I'm lonely, depressed and bored. For some reason, even though I tried, I never met a man in all that time that I fell in love with . In walks Harry once again for Psychopathic Seduction round #2. I again fell in love with him. I had no idea the Narcissistic Personality I thought he had and that somehow I convinced myself I would be able to manage, encompassed as many aberrant and crazy making behaviors as it did. My life was thrown once again into drama and chaos.