如果你不走，如果我还在 (If You Do Not Leave and If I Am Still There)

《花火系列丛书06•花的嫁衣:独家星劫2》内容简介：她曾经将对他的爱当成明灯，成为自己前行的力量。当他意气风发的走向梦想的艺术圣殿，她却为了守护他的梦想背负上一条人命。家人当即同她断绝关系，无依无靠的她被丢入凄冷的精神病院。不久后，她得知自己有了身孕，却在六个月时发生血崩，险些丢掉性命，一道疤也因此永远的留在她的小腹成了她执着于爱情的代价，印证着她的伤痕累累。她用两年时间，让自己重新站起来，她改名换姓，想要开启一段新的人生，去实现自己一直憧憬的演艺之路。再次遇见他时，他早就将关于她的一切忘得一干二净，她既难过又庆幸。她以为自己经过那样孤独的打磨，早就可以理智客观的看待一切、冷静的同他计算得失，可是当前程与他同时摆在她的面前，她又一次让自己血本无归。爱情的指针，兜兜转转，终于眷顾了她，可幸福于她从来都是那么短暂，从前是半个夏天，如今不过一个黎明。那一天，当她终于得到她盼了一辈子的美好，好友的惨死却将一切光亮都披上无法泯灭的血红。爱情，是不是注定了只是昙花一现的温暖，那之后，便是永无止境的大雪纷飞…… ( Introduction to contents of Sparkle Series 06 . Bridal Dress of Flower: Exclusive Star Disaster: she used to regard his love as a beacon to drive her progress forward. When he was walking towards the dreaming temple of art, she was bearing a life to safeguard his dream. Her family members immediately disengaged with her; she was helpless and discarded into cold asylum for lunatic. Soon later she got to know that she was pregnant; however, she suffered from metrorrhagia in the sixth month of pregnancy, almost losing her life. A scar was left permanently on his belly, marking the sacrifice she made for the love and her numerous scars. It took her two years to bring herself back on her feet. She changed her name and wanted to start a new life and to realize her dreaming performance career. When she met him again, he had already forgotten all things of her; he was both sad and grateful. She thought she could treat all these rationally and calculate gains and losses with him after abrasion by loneliness for a long time. However, when the future and he were just in front of her, she lost everything again. The needle of love rotated again and again; finally she had her love; however, happiness was always instant. In the past, it was half of a summer; now it was merely a dawn time. On the day when she got her dreamed beauty, the death of her friend shadowed the brightness with blood. Love was destined with instant warmth. Then came the endless heavy snow... )