First, Become Ashes

January 11, 2021
Members of a secluded cult grapple with sudden immersion in the outside world in the intense latest from Szpara (Docile). Lark has been raised as an Anointed, taught that strict discipline and pain will unleash his magical powers, and that one day he’ll be called to fight monsters. He’s eager to leave the compound in Baltimore’s Druid Hill neighborhood, where he lives, to put his training to the test, but two months before his 25th birthday the FBI raids the compound with help from Kane, Lark’s former lover and a closet nonbeliever. Lark flees and stumbles into a fan convention where he meets Calvin Morris, a cosplayer who longs for magic to be real and who agrees to help Lark search for monsters. Meanwhile, FBI agent Miller pursues Lark with the help of Kane and Deryn, Lark’s sibling. Calvin witnesses Lark performing what seems to be genuine magic and agrees to help Lark recharge his powers through pain as they hurtle toward an uncertain showdown. Szpara intercuts the thrilling chase with flashbacks to the abuse and sexual violence Kane and Lark endured in the Fellowship of the Anointed. The rotating viewpoints showcase Lark’s intense certainty, Kane’s guilt, Deryn’s bitterness, and Calvin’s urgent credulity. Szpara mixes trauma and magic to mesmerizing results. Agent: Jennifer Udden, New Leaf Literary.

February 1, 2021
Lark is a man who has spent his 24 years being trained to defeat the monsters of the outside world, enduring pain alongside his partner, Kane, to be ready. But when Kane brings the FBI and SWAT teams to raid their home, Lark is told that monsters aren't real, and that the Fellowship's leader, Nova, is accused of perpetrating abuse and assault as the leader of a cult. Lark is still determined to defeat the monsters he knows are out there with the magic he knows he has, and he partners with cosplayer Calvin to complete his quest. Szpara's newest novel (after his hotly anticipated debut, Docile, 2020) is a standalone about the complicated ways we cope with trauma, about balancing acceptance and truth, and about belief in its darkest and brightest forms. The characters are rich in their yearning and hopes, with complicated relationships to their bodies, and the book explores the relationship between pain and sex, reverence and torture. It is a dark novel that nevertheless has a determined and compelling core of hope.

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February 15, 2021
Magic or not? Abuse or necessary preparation for a sacred warrior? Szpara tackles tough questions of perception and consent in this disturbing, occasionally hallucinatory tale of the destruction of a cult. Meadowlark is Anointed, chosen by Nova to learn both magic and martial skills to fight the monsters that overrun the world outside the warded gates of the Fellowship of the Anointed's compound in Druid Hill, a former public park in the heart of Baltimore. His beloved partner, Kane, has already turned 25 and has been sent out on a quest against the monsters. But two months before Lark's own 25th birthday, the Forces of Evil strike first: The FBI and the police invade the compound and take Lark away, calling the Fellowship a dangerous cult and demanding that Lark testify against Nova. Worse still, Kane is the one who betrayed the compound. Aided by other captured Anointed, Lark employs magic to escape government custody. With FBI Agent Miller, Kane, and Lark's sibling Deryn in pursuit, Lark embarks on his quest, resolving to destroy the monster who has clearly corrupted Kane. He finds unexpected help from Calvin, a professional cosplayer who sees Lark as a fantasy hero made real--an impossibly beautiful and painfully attractive man who claims to wield magic--and Calvin's podcaster friend, Lilian, who's there for the novelty and to support Calvin. During the journey, we learn more about the physical and sexual abuse that Kane and Lark experienced as part of their training. This novel exists in the same intriguingly inchoate territory as Russell H. Greenan's It Happened in Boston? and Richard Matheson's Somewhere in Time, leaving it up to the reader to decide if the curious events that occur are the product of magic, delusion, or some murky place that draws from both possibilities. Frankly, the most implausible aspect of the story is the extreme latitude granted to Agent Miller, who should never have been in charge of the Druid Hill case given her very personal connection to the cult. Other aspects of the story seem more sadly believable: Recent documentaries about NXIVM underscore the power of a charismatic leader to convince or coerce their flock into suffering horrendous and humiliating treatment while they desperately try to convince themselves that it makes them stronger or, at least, that it is deserved. But this story ultimately offers balm; whether or not magic is real, the energies which apparently drive it can be channeled in more positive directions, toward hope and healing. A timely tale about the dangers of committing too fervently and unquestioningly to a person and their cause.

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